TRIGGER WARNING FOR GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF VIOLENCE AND PARAPHILLIC BEHAVIORS

AGAIN. TRIGGER. WARNING!!

I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

bark bark. i miss the way he touched me, he talked to me like he really loved me. im so fucking desperate i need to see him. i need to FEEL him inside and near me i want to fall asleep soothed by the rise and fall of his chest and the sound of his heart beating beneath me held like a stuffed animal. you're probably sick of reading my sexual fantasies but thats all this post is. look at the next paragraph for my description of how i want to torment this hoe

so like we'll live together comfortably and i won't be directly demanding but whenever i want to he'll let me take my favorite sharp object and hurt him, he isn't denied anything but i cut him when im upset, and he can't stop me because "atleast she isn't cutting himself!" so i hurt him and then kiss him so he developes this weird attraction to it, and honestly so do i!!! and then one day because of good behavior he gets to cut me and i cum the moment the blade touches my skin because i've been waiting and waiting so we just fuck instead and the friction iritates his scars but it hurts good!!!!! i wanna noncon this guy!!!!

i should read more AO3 shouldn't i