fuuuckkk i miss my dad so much i miss him so much i dont wanna b alivee....ughhhhhhhh...im gonna cry i keep thinking about what he did.....it makes me so sick!! UGHH!!!! i need him so much i don't want to live without him i swear to god...dad if you're reading this please please come back to me i miss you.
anyways, i went to a museum today, it was really pretty. there was all this art and it just made me feel so much. i've been feeling a lot lately, i don't have an outlet for the things i feel though, talking isn't enough. i have plenty of listening ears but none of them make the pain stop, i just want it to stop. why won't it stop.